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ACK! Sorry had to do that. It was either ACK! or plow into the next person in my way was getting pushed to the side, in a very unfriendly manner.

One thing I had it change/inconsistency. One I am set in my way, I'm good to go. When I know how to get the task done I am happy. That is not happening at this particular place of employment. I am grateful for the chance to have a job, especially when there were 63,000 jobs cut in February alone. This job also pays a chunk of $$$ so I really have nothing to complain about. I'm really bad at learning something new. I resist although it's futile (Go BORG!) [:] I don't like second guessing myself and that has been happening to me a lot recently. All of the sudden the things I used to know are not relevant because of the curve balls that have been flung in my general direction. I feel like every one is hitting me and I'm doing a lousy job. I feel more confident about my work when I know what I'm doing. It is a common sense mentality - duh!

I hope that there is a bigger picture with all of this. *ponder* The book I'm readning is really getting good. I have a HUGE portion of my LEGO back. Civilization IV on the MAC is downright crack (I'm so addicted!) I hear the opponent's music and I'm waiting for my barracks to be build, still... :)

Best wishes to my parents' health. Mnogo obicham te, Borislav. Tzeluvki. <3

Ciao ciao. Peace out. I'm Audi 5000. (CS turbo)